Okay, I've been very quiet for a long time and for that I'm sorry...and I don't think I'll post much for some time yet
But I want to explain myself, to myself more than anyone. It's not because I'm "too lazy" or "don't want to" draw, I have something in me that tells me it's wrong to do things that are only for me, it uses anything it can to keep me from being "selfish", it makes me afraid to do things, make me think I'm not good enough so why try, makes me hate myself for not doing it....it's not a fun way to be...
But I'm finally starting some counselling soon which I really hope can help at least a little, maybe then I can slowly do some